Change is near

Been struggling with authority as of late.
I know most of the time when im put in a knotty situation, i tend to lose it.
All my senses fade away and one particular trait unravels itself. I always feel like freakin Medusa when i get this angry/upset when I'm wrongly accused of something. I mean it gets really bad and i always ask myself why did i allow that to happen ah. I mean there was no point in it at all. Im like a volcano constantly being provoked until i finally erupt. HAHAHA quite funny though.
Anyway need to learn to respect authority. And just obey and do what i need to do and shut my big mouth. AMEN.