Just found the three prettiest christmas cards from my dear friends :)
Discovered that I need to stop whining when people assume wrongly bout my intentions. Need to stop taking everything to heart so quickly.
Advice is often seen as criticism to me, even then, i can't handle that.
1)Stop runnin away when faced with a situation, a difficult conversation or uncomfortable confrontations.
Awkward dinner conversation on Sunday forced me to sneak away and hide out.
Hate it when a conversation revolves around myself, my flaws, my mistakes and decisions i have to make. Especially when I have to listen and have no say in it.
2)Promised myself i would make an effort to stand up for myself, instead of tearing or holding grudges.
3)Gonna bloody soldier on and prove to this to myself. I cannot just mope around and feel bad.
I must get up on my 2 FUNCTIONAL FEET AND GET THE BALL ROLLING YAAAAAA
Ok. sadly got so little angbao this year. But still privileged to get it since I'm not Chinese and all.
Afraid for school to start and the overwhelming feeling of a new school :/
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